What step should I take next?

I am a 14 year old female who was just diagnosed with cyclothymia. I was diagnosed with ADHD and depression in the second grade. My life has been a disaster, my moods control everything I am so unpredictable it is scary. I had been in and out of partial and inpatient at the hospital because I was refusing to go to school because I was having anxiety attacks on a daily basis and it became to much and also there were other reasons I was there.. I have basically lied to the psychiatrist, I mean not lied, I just lessened it up so it didn't seem as bad and I left things out about things I do like how I burn, cut, bulimia, and I drink. I also lied and said I don't feel suicidal, WHICH I SO DO!! Also I feel like my hypomanic episodes are more like Bipolar II than cyclothymia. What should I do?? This affects me way more than this is supposed to and apparently does with most people diagnosed with cyclothymia.