I can't even talk about my dying grandma?

Please, just think of your parents. I don't care if this is stupid, and yes, your grandma is family. And she is dying. Yes, you barely know her, yes, you don't think it will affect you.It was the same with my grandma. I barely knew her and didn't really know if her death would affect me. When I went to her funeral, I bawled and cried. Even though you don't know her doesn't mean it won't affect you. And, for three and a half weeks... Sorry about that. SO long... AH!